分数主义/工作主义

In my life, got 2things juz control my life n my mind:
分数主义：when i face the incoming exam, i juz feel tat i should prepare for the "war". So...mayb someone will call me crazy for the marks or chuan or anything else... but i hav no way to change tis thing, who can help me?


工作主义：when teacher or leader giv a job for me, i will do it quickly, juz for getting the 成就感，but i like the feel, a happy feeling when u done a job. Juz try it, sry for my classmate, mayb i giv u all a lot of pressure...Who need my help can tell me de, i will help u whenever i can or not..


But these two things let me lost a lot of friendship......nevermine, juz hoping someone can change my mind.....thx