Sometimes....
I think about the reason... WHY i should study so hard?
For WHAT?
Maybe...I hate losers....
I hate LOSE...
成就感 sometimes
Make me happy.... Make me feel proud...
Make me think What i did is worth...
BUT....Today, A piece of new mind told me....
这样努力。。。还不是一样。。。
世上有两种天才：天生的聪明，靠努力的聪明
WHY i cant be the first one?
I'm tired...
Practised Lisan for whole week, even the holiday...
Now... I get that mark just same like the person who practised for two days...
Geography,
I have studied and memorized all of it...
But the result is just very disappointing,
FULL MARK, is that actually i can't get?
A person who studied hard a week before the exam,
a person who just studied at the eleventh hour.
But the result is the same....
Trust the God, Trust the idiom
一分耕耘，一分收获
Isn't true... Keep disappointing and disappointing...
WHY i have studied a lot but the result is just same like the majority...
If i didn't study and get the worse result, nvm..
I can accept...
But why the result is the same... even i have studied hard...
SCIENCE, GEOGRAPHY, BOOK-KEEP, MALAYS
These four subjects, is that very very very difficult to get FULL marks?
I just want to get full mark, even three times once... is enough....
全级第一名，sounds great, sounds good...
But do you know how much pressure is keep coming towards me??
This time, i bet on the standardized exam... ALL of it...
IF i still can't reached my target, I give up....
FORM no.1, I don't want to do anymore....
努力没有价值，那么努力来干嘛？？
Say truly,
附近的朋友，有多少个不是因为分数，功课或学会才认识我？才找我的？
I think nobody...
你敢说你不是因为功课考试，才找我的？
Suan le bah....
讲我串，讲我骄傲，讲我自以为是。。。
Just say bah...
I don't care anymore....
I like solo, i din like teamwork...
anti-social... sometimes is good....
furthermore, 8months more....
then, i can leave le...
Hope that i can forget all the things, what happened and who i know in
this school....
Maybe from 2005, i shouldn't choose to study at here....
这样，我才知道到底什么叫做朋友。。。
我不是你们的复印机，我不是你们的工人，我也不是你们的老师。。。
我只是普通，平凡的小人。