Where's my friendship?

i'm 16years old, i know a lot of people, but i have no friendship. They said my sociality is too bad, somebody also said that i too concentrate in getting marks. Not that only, just today, i saw Ryan and Ming Hao...
Ryan had told me about my reputation in 4A Zhong.

Unluckily, got a lot of people hate me. Maybe because of my pride, and somebody said that i become teacher's dog.
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Therefore, i made a decision, a decision for my future, my life, my sociality, and my friendship.

If i cant improve my sociality before this year middle, i will plan to change school.
Just because i have no friends in this school, then, why should i live in the hell?
sorry...

why the life is fulled of pressure??

why my life fulled of pressure?
why i must win at all?
why i can't accept that i have lost a lot?
why i have no brave to find my beloved?just with sms?
why my friendship is very short?

Answer:
1. Because i give me a lot of pressure, but i don't want the pressure dissappeared, and i afraid of losing the pressure, a pressure which force me to go forward.

2. Because i don't want to step at the people back, i don't want to become a loser, but a winner.

3. Because i hate lose, i hate the feeling!!!

4. Because i shy?haha...maybe i afraid that she will decline me...but i hope that she can come to my class..

5. Because i don't know how to lan sok?not like Chee Yong?my sociality is bad...i think so...

Today so unlucky

-geography
-malays
-book-keep

wah!!!!
Another society work for me, dota map
who can help me?
i need 5 lanes in the map...
eih....about the shoe design( art homework)
what kind of background should i put?
who can give me some idea?

Unbelievable

Omg.....a new pro guy coming .....run!!!


Wah!!!ying yin...so pro leh, teach me more about maths

No!!!!

i get everything because of you....
but now i will lose everything because of you!!!

plz....plz dun!!!