why the life is fulled of pressure??

why my life fulled of pressure?
why i must win at all?
why i can't accept that i have lost a lot?
why i have no brave to find my beloved?just with sms?
why my friendship is very short?

Answer:
1. Because i give me a lot of pressure, but i don't want the pressure dissappeared, and i afraid of losing the pressure, a pressure which force me to go forward.

2. Because i don't want to step at the people back, i don't want to become a loser, but a winner.

3. Because i hate lose, i hate the feeling!!!

4. Because i shy?haha...maybe i afraid that she will decline me...but i hope that she can come to my class..

5. Because i don't know how to lan sok?not like Chee Yong?my sociality is bad...i think so...