Where's my friendship?

i'm 16years old, i know a lot of people, but i have no friendship. They said my sociality is too bad, somebody also said that i too concentrate in getting marks. Not that only, just today, i saw Ryan and Ming Hao...
Ryan had told me about my reputation in 4A Zhong.

Unluckily, got a lot of people hate me. Maybe because of my pride, and somebody said that i become teacher's dog.
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Therefore, i made a decision, a decision for my future, my life, my sociality, and my friendship.

If i cant improve my sociality before this year middle, i will plan to change school.
Just because i have no friends in this school, then, why should i live in the hell?
sorry...

why the life is fulled of pressure??

why my life fulled of pressure?
why i must win at all?
why i can't accept that i have lost a lot?
why i have no brave to find my beloved?just with sms?
why my friendship is very short?

Answer:
1. Because i give me a lot of pressure, but i don't want the pressure dissappeared, and i afraid of losing the pressure, a pressure which force me to go forward.

2. Because i don't want to step at the people back, i don't want to become a loser, but a winner.

3. Because i hate lose, i hate the feeling!!!

4. Because i shy?haha...maybe i afraid that she will decline me...but i hope that she can come to my class..

5. Because i don't know how to lan sok?not like Chee Yong?my sociality is bad...i think so...

Today so unlucky

-geography
-malays
-book-keep

wah!!!!
Another society work for me, dota map
who can help me?
i need 5 lanes in the map...
eih....about the shoe design( art homework)
what kind of background should i put?
who can give me some idea?

Unbelievable

Omg.....a new pro guy coming .....run!!!


Wah!!!ying yin...so pro leh, teach me more about maths

No!!!!

i get everything because of you....
but now i will lose everything because of you!!!

plz....plz dun!!!

Waiting for the movie

Resident evil!!!!wao....very scary but nice movie!!!
I wonder when the new movie will come out, Hollywood, faster plz!
gtg, nitez

2009 cadet vs 2006 cadet

today at the school, i juz think about something...actually, have i changed a lot from jm1 till today?or they have changed their lives?

juz think about last time jia xin greeted me or asking me about maths question, she let me think back the time when i in jm1, which i joined police cadet..

My leader, wei kang ...i have no see him after jm2...a bit miss him,
actually, he is a good and excellent leader, But something dissapointing is...
i hav quited the cadet...

My cadet frienz( you ren, ming li, zheng jie, wan yeen, pei li, jia xin...)
always together to do some cadet practises or go to yam-cha...
but today, all hav gone,...(me, jia xin, zheng jie, ming li, you ren)quit the cadet,
(pei li, you ren ) left the school...haiz,... i wonder when we will have a gathering..juz miss them..

2006 polis cadet vs 2009 polis cadet
they have changed a lot..
and they have left me alone...