:'(

我想找回以前的颜建和。。。。

：'(

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当我向前冲的时候，你叫我传球，然后回来Defend。。
自己做Defender，又可以冲到最前。。。
开场玩了不到2分钟就叫我下场。。。
我可以说是全场踢最少球的人。。。

做么一定要我做Defender？？
早知道就不要来打这场比赛。。。

考试3场都是抽到最难的那一份。。。
有不能去毕业典礼。。。
每个考试都考不好。。。真的有点不耐烦。。

8/10/11

Three weeks after holidays...
CGPA 4.0, but who knows I can maintain it until the end of Diploma or not..

Feel stressed when all of coursework is "urging" me, "killing" my brain
The First presentation of Macroeconomics, terrible calculation errors and nervous voice..
Although it is not my fault, but my marks will be affected....
Starting from sem2, I feel that I'm not working hard at all...
Just keep playing, and lazy...
Although I've completed the tutorials, but I can't remember what I've learnt...
Am I starting to be worse?

You know? sometimes I don't know how to communicate with my classmates (coursemates)..
I have no topic to talk..
I'm not active in sport..
I'm not PRO in talking joke...
AND I don't what can I do...
Walking with them, everybody has their own partners, talking their own topics..
AND I was just walking at the last...
The feeling is so terrible...

Playing football with them,
Don't know how to pass, how to shoot, how to get the ball...
Everybody scored except me...
Playing for first 20mins, then I felt exhausted, tired...
Weak at all, and I join Football co-cu...
If I fail, I lost my Scholarship...
HOW???
Can I become one of them?

I wanna learn:
Learn swimming,
Learn music,
Learn Languages,
Learn football,
Learn everything...

Can I ?
If can, how to do it?

2nd Semester

19th of September 2011, my 2nd semester will start..
It's time for me to study...back to the college life...

The last entertainment for me:
Manchester United vs. Chelsea (11.30pm 18th September 2011)
IF Manchester United win, I will join Gym Club
IF Chelsea win, I will join Football Club.
If both draw, ......

By the way,
I'm 18 years old,
so some changes should be made, I shouldn't be so childish like before
but I should have some entertainment for myself,
thus I have deleted all my Facebook games and other games in PC
but remains a FB game, just a Facebook Game (xxzz)
whenever i choose Football or Gym, I will do both of them...
Playing football when I'm free, going for Gym during the free time in college
However, I won't give up my dream, chasing for CGPA 4.0...


Target for this semester,
train my football skill, train my body, keep my highest score in class
keep all A+....

Get ignored these few days but it's ok...
I'm feeling great...










有时候很后悔离开高三，
不是因为没有拿统考，
而是因为我想拿三连冠。。。
也许我太差了。。。
ML, add oil arh...

18

from now on,
I can have my company...
GKH Trading Sdn. Bhd
Please support this product..It's new in Malaysia, But Old in Hong Kong and Japan

Gonna back to study...
Listen to the music...

ZzZz

Well...Just back from A Hang Out...

These Days, I just miss the moment in CHKL very much...
Don't know why...
Maybe the life in secondary school is more simple, more interesting than
the life in college...
in Secondary School,
the time was fixed...7am-3.30pm
more interesting activities (sports, carnival, jogathon)
more challenging
AND I won't feel like wasting my time, my time is fully utilized
in College,
the time was flexible and free, but it's too free and my time isn't fully utilized
(maybe I should learn to be independent starting my first day leaving CHKL)
I miss the moment that I was arguing with the teachers about marks...
However the final exam result, I can't know what's wrong with my paper...
Although there are lots of co- activities, But It's not necessary for us to join
(But if you don't join any society/club, you will feel bored )
I miss the moment studying with leng lui arh!!!
(My class ....no comment...)
Don't know why, at college, people damn hate you very much
if you score flying colours of result...
Keep Zat-ing me, always compare the result with me....
Haiz...I just wanna try my best in Diploma, to get higher scholarship,
CANNOT ???

zzz...
Will Find a day to visit CHKL...

Ohya;
Jiajia, you are really my GG...
and thx

Photo of the Day:

Recently...

4days left,
Final Exam is coming,
5 subjects...
Now, I just finished 2 0f them...

Yesterday, I don't know Did I do a mistake?
I entered the CC..
I paid RM2 for an hour Gaming...
But I spent 1/2 an hour to play games,
I spent 1/2 an hour to read HE notes (just 5-6pages)

Am i wasting the usefulness of RM2?
RM2 for 1/2 an hour gaming...
I went there in the purpose of downloading videos..
But unfortunately, there was no download service :(
So.. Was It a sunk cost for me?
Or I should study instead of playing games in CC?...
Just afraid I will lose CGPA 4.0 this semester...
eventhough I get 4 out of 5 subjects highest result...

Hubungan Etnik: 90/100 ~54/60
Accounting: 92/100~ 37/40
Microeconomics: 93/100~ 37/40
English: 83/100~ 50/60
Quantitative Studies: 98/100~ 39/40

Well, Should work harder....

Still Can't Forget,
Even my essay still wrote about her...
"I will always regret What I had said to her that day"
(highest mark essay among the 5..^^)

BYE BYE